Intoxication Misguided

It took all my life to sober up
The intoxication
was myself.
But then I finally realized
That I couldn't think when I was around.

I look to the left
I look to the right
I could've sworn I wore the crown
But when I finally looked up
I found my Jesus looking down

He said,
Take this cup
drink's on me
bathe yourself in my ecstasy
Intoxicate yourself in Me

Intoxicate yourself in Me.

Wanting (lyrics)

I'm wanting to be her
I'm wishin' I was just like that girl
The one with the hair,
the eyes,
the body can't you see?
Man, I wish that girl were me.
She doesn't have to say a word
I can see she's in the crazy party scene
A beautiful picture, but the inside is not clean

She's gasping
she's drowning
i'm coveting her boundaries
she's hurting inside her
and I'm wishin' I could be that girl
she's crying out to me,
"Inside I am not free!"

I'm wanting to be her
Still wishin' I was just like that girl
The brightest smile
that bubbly personality
Man, I wish that girl were me.
she doesn't have to say a word
I already know she's got the world on her string.
a beautiful picture,
but the inside is not clean

She's gasping
She's drowning
I'm coveting her boundaries
She's hurting inside her
and I'm wishin' I could be that girl
She's crying out to me,
"I want to be free!"

I'm wanting to be heard
I need to say she's not the standard anymore for me
The One with the cross,
the thorns,
the blood was spilled for me
How clearly I now see

She's gasping
She's drowning
Her string is unraveling
Love has to consume her
I need to tell this beautiful girl that the standard has a fee,
but in Jesus you are free

In Jesus, you are free.

Insecurity lyrics

Lord, give me water
cause my throat is dry
Lord, fill my hungry heart
cause i feel empty inside
Lord, give me satisfaction
when i think that i need more attention.

cause my insecurity
sometimes overcomes me
and I'm losing faith
and i really need Your Peace
But Lord, while I'm waiting
for contentment to come
Let me rest in Your Security

i keep my heart
under lock and key
i'm falling apart
i need You to bind me
Lord at times i feel that Your Grace that covers me
is the wrong size,
Did it shrink?

Cause my insecurities
always overcome me
and I'm falling fast
O Jesus, give me Peace!
When the darkness tries to shadow me
Jesus, make me see
that I'm secure in Your Security

{Bridge}
I'm blind
You make me see
But what about those times the absence of color's in front of me?
In my helpless state,
let me fall on my knees...

Cause my insecurity
always overcomes me
and i'm failing fast
O Please Jesus, give me Peace!
when the darkness overpowers me
Jesus, make me see
that i can rest in your security
O, secure in your security
Lord, I rest in Your security.

-amh, "insecurity", a lyrical composition

Whore

Sin is crouching at my door
I can't take it anymore
for the price that I must pay is atoned for by the slaying of the Lord

Sin is crouching at my door
Sends me reeling to the floor
for the price that must be paid
is because He is the Savior, and I the whore.